A while ago, someone told me "thanks for giving face, if I were you, I would have walked away."

Apparently that is a rather fantastic idea.  But i was a bit slow, I just want to save the hostess problems. But after thinking a while...huh? Is me the problem?  I think i'm the victim...(ya i know, everyone prefer to be thinking they are the victim.)

Nobody needs to endure another person in this world.  Of course not the Osama way by bombing 2 towers. (Ha...thats too much.)

So walking away IS a good advice, plus, if time can turn back again, I'll stop giving face and just annoy the hell out of that person.  Also, I wouldn't hesitate to punch a bitch. (Ah? Hahaha...no slap, punching is long term practice when young time with my brother)  What the fuck?  People have to lie that I'm living with my friend instead of at the hotel...hahaha...and what? The bitch doesn't want to create a scene?  So that means I want to create a scene?  At least I don't have to see them anymore.  Probably a good thing in the long run. 

1 thing I'm happy at doing when going back to Singapore at the stop of Korea.  Got a magazine that my longest known friend wanted and speed-hopping to buy any sweets from Korea along my way.  Eee...happy...lol...and bought 2 furry keychains hang thing back home.  1 for me, 1 for mom. 

And also changed airplane seat with Mr.Indian(Mr modern Indian too without his special perfume if not that will someone out...hahahaha...).  Oh, I ended up with 1 full row of empty seats and lied down to eat like a roman. (watched documentary that in olden days rome, Romans upper class are lazy? and lies down to eat. Haha...so funny.)  Probably my reward after having a spoilt holiday.  And I am glad to leave Vancouver.

Now left with last 2 things, mail out the book back to owner, and cash in the account.  Throw more garbage collected from 1980s and sold engineering tutorial books, oh wow! They cost $3.20.  

Book sealed up, money in envelope. yey. Good...settle.  Bah!

*blog closed*

Silent Hill 4 - Room of Angel

You lie, silent there before me .
Your tears, they mean nothing to me.
The wind, howling at the window
The love you never gave, I give to you -really don't deserve it -
but now, there's nothing you can do
So sleep in your only memory
And weep, my dearest mother
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, (goodbye)
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry, (oh my)
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, (goodbye goodbye)...
So insignificant
Sleeping dormant deep inside of me
Are you hiding away, lost Under the sewers
Maybe flying high In the clouds
Perhaps you're happy without me
So many seeds have been sown on the field
And who could sprout up so blessedly if I had died
I would have never felt sad at all
You will not hear me say I'm sorry
Where is the light Wonder if it's weeping somewhere
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh my
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye goodbye...